Okay so I had just finished saying how much I couldn't stand waiting to get engaged and how much I hated coming back to school and having to tell everyone I'm still not engaged. It was so dumb and to be honest I was getting really ticked that I wasn't engaged yet. It had been three weeks since Scott told me that he had called and got permission from my dad and we still weren't engaged. I had spring break in two weeks and I did not want to go home and try planning our wedding without being engaged and having a ring on my finger. That meant we only had one weekend left that he could do something before I left since I was leaving the week after that to go home.
The whole week I was going crazy trying to think of how he was going to propose to me. During that week I also got Scott's ring in the mail and was beginning to consider proposing to him. Yeah I was really upset and sick of waiting. Scott and I constantly can laugh about that now... On top of all of that he had to work on Saturday night, which I was fine with before because I thought for sure by then we would be engaged. He was a security guard for BYU and worked the basketball and football games, which meant he had to be there a few hours before the game started, during in the game, and then a few hours after the game. Basically whenever he worked I usually didn't go up to see him or I did and tried to plan things with other people. However, when he told me that I got even more TICKED and that was the last line so I told him I wasn't going to come anymore.
Now that got Scott upset and he was determined to get me up there. He even told me that if I wasn't going to drive up he was going to drive down and pick me up. haha That man was on a mission! My roommates were pretty tricky too and I think somehow helped him get me to drive up there for the weekend. I had also promised Sarah that while Scott was working we would hang out so that kind of helped me go up as well. Thursday came and it was time for me to pack and I got major butterflies and couldn't stop shaking and being excited. Every weekend I got that way, but I knew this was his last chance and it HAD to be the weekend. I turned even more girlly and tried to figure out what to wear. I had to look cute when we got engaged after all right?
Okay so we got up there and Friday we just hung out and didn't do anything special I think... OH WAIT except for... Yeah nothing special happened at all unless you call me getting even more upset at him special. We still weren't engaged and that was the only day he could propose since he had work the next day and I knew Scott wasn't going to propose on a Sunday. I was so mad when he dropped me off that I told him I was going to go home. I saw him and tomorrow was pointless to stay since he had to work and I knew I wasn't going to get engaged... haha looking back I feel like a jerk because of how upset I was for not getting engaged to this amazing man even though I knew it would happen eventually. At times I'm not patient at all.
Okay so Saturday we woke up and Scott came over right away to get me so we could spend as much time together before he had to go to work. Time went by way too quickly and it was time for him to leave for work. I WAS NOT HAPPY as he walked me back to Sarah's apartment. I was so upset and just ready to leave. I felt bad for Sarah because I was upset and didn't know if I was going to be able to have fun playing mini golf with her with how I was feeling. Luckily when we got there she wasn't ready to go yet because she was finishing taking a shower since she had just played a soccer game that went a little later than she thought so I was able to try to control my emotions a bit.
This is a picture of Sarah when we first meet. I had just made those bracelets for her since she really liked mine I decided to make some for her before she left on her cool trip she took that summer to Uganda.
Okay this is evil, but I need to write a part three on a different post because this one is getting too long too! Part 3 soon...







